My Adventure! ;)

Last Post

2005-10-31T21:18:00.000-08:00

Dear friends

This will be my last entry.
So much has happened in the last 2 years.
So much has changed.

Decommissioning this blog is a way of saying goodbye to my past and stepping into the future.

Don't worry, nothing bad has happened. I am just having a change.

:)

All the best!

2005-10-15T07:45:00.000-07:00

Crablets

2005-10-11T02:11:00.000-07:00

Our Teddies

2005-10-11T02:06:00.000-07:00

The Team

2005-10-11T01:59:00.000-07:00

Congo Grill

2005-10-11T01:55:00.000-07:00

My family in Sydney. :)

2005-07-29T21:35:00.000-07:00

My family in Sydney. :)

4:00am

2005-07-09T12:59:00.000-07:00

It shows 4:00am on my laptop.

I wonder if it is worth it. Of course I know it is not.
Then, why do I still do it?
Because I care how people view me.
Yet, why should I care how people view?
Ultimately, what matters most is how God thinks, not how other human think.

Of course, there is always this line of reasoning. That we must be a good testimony so that others may see Christ in us.
Yet, is it not the Holy Spirit who brings conviction? For the Bible says not by might, nor by power but by the Spirit of God.

Yes, we should not care how others think.
We should work for treasures in heaven. Not treasures on earth. We should store up where thieves cannot break in and steal.

Update

2005-06-15T18:44:00.000-07:00

Guess "Update" is the most appropriate title.

Many times how one feels is dependent on how one thinks.
I have sorted out my thinking and is happier as a result.

My objectives are:
1. To learn as much as possible (which will lead to the outcome I desire)
2. To ensure that the pple around me have sufficient protection (which is why I am in the business - the money is a by product, the product is the protection you help others to put in place)
3. To treasure the pple around me

:)

2005-05-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

My new Love ;)

Busy Bee

2005-05-26T07:55:00.000-07:00

2 papers grew into 4 papers.
Staying back late on weekdays grew into working on weekends..

I never intented it. I am sorry.

2005-05-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

The fatter version and not so composed one. But cute nevertheless. ;P

2005-05-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

The Composed one. :)

upSET

2005-05-10T08:06:00.000-07:00

Upset by inefficiencies around me.
Reckon that I will not be too kind a team leader when I become one.

2005-05-08T08:25:00.000-07:00

Though I didn't make it today, I know I will always be your superstar. :)

One full cycle

2005-05-03T08:12:00.000-07:00

Today's discussion was more like a philosophy class.
"My True Self" vs "Myself at Work".
Whatever it is, I have learnt to accept the imperfections in life.
My values have not changed, just that I am able to live with these imperfections.

Restlessness

2005-04-28T08:28:00.000-07:00

There is a certain restlessness inside me...

Dear God
Many a times I wonder what a fulfilled life is.
From my years being your child, I think that a fulfilled life must be one whereby we place You in the center.
Afterall, alll things work for the good of those who love YOU and have been called according to YOUR purpose.

We cannot serve both YOU and $$. We cannot pledge allegiance to both. Hence, let me not loss sight of what is more important.

Lord, not my will. But YOURS be done.

Thank you Lord.
In Jesus name, Amen.

Project Superstar - round 1

2005-04-24T07:46:00.000-07:00

Project Superstar is the Chinese version of the Singapore Idol, where the winner will be offered a singing contract.

Just in case some of you see me on TV, please do not be alarmed.

I went to the audition in a black dress. I was sporting straight hair. My make up was a little too wayang, I felt. I had it done by a pro.

Before I went into the audition room, the filming crew was filming at random, picking a few candidates.
I was asked to stand up and do a turn.
The lady asked how many marks I think the judges will give me for my appearance. She also asked how I choose the look.
I told her the make up was done by someone else and I wore a dress because I thought that jeans will be too causal for the audition.
The gist of the interview was the lady implying that my look was too mature.

After the audition, the filming crew made it a point to interview each successful candidate. When it was my turn, that same lady asked if the judges commented on my dressing. I told her NO.

Not sure if going on to round 2 is a good thing. Have to spend more $$ on make up and FUNKY clothes...

2005-04-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

Pose with me :)

2005-04-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

Up, close and personal

2005-04-22T07:59:00.000-07:00

Sitting with Grace

2005-04-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

Vain Pot. ;)

2005-04-22T07:54:00.000-07:00

Starry Starry Night

Inspired

2005-04-20T07:51:00.000-07:00

Dear God
I must say I was very inspired today when I heard about GN.
I called M after that and asked MB about the MBA.

Lord, give me the wisdom to make the right decision.
If you will, keep the fire burning but remove the pride. Thank you Lord.

In Jesus Name, Amen.

Love for my grandparents

2005-04-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

Dear God
Grant me the patience to talk to them.
Bless me with the ability to turn a blind eye to certain things.
Most importantly, re-ignite that burning passion for the salvation of their souls.
In Jesus Name, Amen.

Pride

2005-04-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

Dear God

Everyday I am fed with conflicting information by others.
Lord, I admit I do not know what is best for me.
Lord, forgive me for the love of that which drives me. I know it is wrong. Lord, give me the strength to resist it.

Lord, I am very proud. I realise that. For me, I can only be the winner. I can never be the loser.
Lord, help me to strip myself of that pride. I know I will be ruined by it.

Lord, once again, I relinquish my right to control my future. Lord, I give this right to you.
Do with me as you will. Give me the grace and serenity to accept that which you have given me as Lord, you are omnipotent and omniscent.
You are God and you cannot and will not be wrong.

If human who knows how to do evil will not give their children snakes when they ask for bread, I have every confidence in you that you will bless me with that which is the BEST for me and WHICH IS ACCORDING TO YOUR WILL.

Thank you, Lord.

In Jesus Name, Amen

What a day

2005-04-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

Today can be considered my most exciting (and also most tiring) day in S*A.
I was the emcee and I also sang for the performance.
No doubt it was hardwork. Had to smile and sound really enthusiatic although I was really tired from 1 hour of rehearsal and running around on high heels.

It felt nice to be complimented for my singing and for my emceeing skills.

I wonder if such satisfaction is enough to sustain me....

I need a hug...

2005-04-14T23:36:00.000-07:00

Grace and Grace's work

2005-04-13T09:12:00.000-07:00

I do not inspire to be a change agent.
I do not inspire to a heroine.
I do not need to be that person who transformed the organization.

All I pray for is that everyone does his/ her part so that what is supposed to work will work and what is already working becomes slightly better.

O well, whatever the case may be, remember:
1. Often, most people are none the wiser. Hence, when there is something that you think you should do but should be able to get by without having it done, don't do it.
2. Set pple's expectation right. Say exactly how much time you need to do something and add say 25% buffer.
3. Don't complain. Suggest constructively.

Chat

2005-04-11T08:14:00.000-07:00

Dear God
I have no idea what tmr holds.
Not my will but yours been done.
Been there.
Done that.
Back again?
Maybe.

I miss Yeong Yee

2005-04-10T07:44:00.000-07:00

I miss Yeong Yee.
I think about him at work and when I sleep.
I think about him when I swim and when I eat.
I think about him when I blog.
I think about him all the time...

Freaked out!

2005-04-05T06:53:00.000-07:00

I hate the 9pm show on channel 8. The one with Chen Hanwei.
It is so tragic and totally scary.

I don't know if the problem lies with me .. i just don't have the capacity to handle tragedy.
Alas, my grandma loves that show ..

The show is making me sick.
So is my nightmare.
And the tempura from Merchant Court Swissotel..

I should sleep

After work

2005-04-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

I went to Courts to buy dvd player with Hsien Loong after work.
After we got the dvd player.. we walked and walked to Seng Poh road.. for xiao long bao.

More walking after dinner...

Hsien Loong walked me home and hooked up the dvd player for me. So sweet. :)

Secular Wisdom

2005-04-03T22:58:00.000-07:00

1st heard on Channel 8, hence the translation below may sound somewhat awkward:

To know if a woman is a good wife, look at how she treats her husband when he is penniless.
To know if a man is a good husband, look at how he behaves (ie if he keeps any mistresses) when he is very rich.

My 1st day of vacation

2005-04-02T23:58:00.000-08:00

I was all prepared to hit the pool at 8am. Alas, the sky was cloudy and it drizzled.. and so I slept until 1030am.. ;p

To make up for this morning, I went jogging just now.
Not a wise move though.. I am hungry now. I wish someone will drive by and bring me to chinatown for supper.. ok.. dream on.

I am very selfish. I kicked up a big fuss cos u had to go Chicago for 2 weeks. Despite me looking out for overseas posting.. saw an interesting one this morning..

I was waiting for you to call.. when you transited.. hmm..

Chee Huei entertained me over msn and with pictures which he took. He is also a photography buff. That's about as exciting as my 1st day of vacation can get.
Thank goodness I was kep busy collating feedback for Jean.
I cannot understand what some of the kids were writing. I think I will faint if my kids write like that...

I was a good girl. I stayed at home the whole of today.. minus the jogging...

Nvm

2005-03-30T07:34:00.000-08:00

Nvm, I will take it as having a vacation in singapore.

While you are away

2005-03-29T06:33:00.000-08:00

Upset that you will be away for 2 weeks.
It seems that you always have a reason to be away.
Last month, it was 3 weeks in camp.
This month it is 2 weeks in the States.
Last year, it was Mynmar.

While you are away, I will have to attend 3 church services by myself, swim 3 weekends by myself, go for dialect choir practise by myself and go for the seminar on caregiving for elderly people by myself.

Alone in Singapore

2005-03-27T22:16:00.000-08:00

Boy friend away from 4th April to 8th April..
I should work overseas. ...

Thank you

2005-03-26T07:37:00.000-08:00

I am truely touched by your sincerity and I have no doubt that you will make a good husband.
All I can say for now is that you have been a wonderful friend and you have taught me important lessons in life and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your friendship and love. :)

That which I cannot reconcile with

2005-03-22T06:21:00.000-08:00

CONsultants are cheats.

Disregard me

2005-03-20T06:16:00.000-08:00

Actually, the best way to deal with me is to disregard me (most of the time).

I am confused. And perhaps will remain confused forever about what I want.
I have a (obtused) theory about this:
God remains silent. As what I am seeking answer to is secondary to His purpose for me on earth.
By remaining silent, He keeps me focused on the primary purpose.

Therefore, my dear friends, do not be worried. :)

I have always been envious

2005-03-19T10:14:00.000-08:00

I have always been envious of people who are very sure of what they want to be - auditors, marketing pple, consultants etc.

Perhaps, it is the fundamental understanding that life on earth is not for myself, but for God and for the people around me that prevents me from such inclinations.
Afterall, all attempts of figuring out what I want to be has been futile.

Just a few days ago, I was very sure I need to find more excitement. But it will have to be GBS or nothing. Somehow, today, I feel that I will like to be where I am and hang around for a while.

Like I said, I have always been envious of pple who are sure of what they want to be.

Gastric attack

2005-03-15T07:29:00.000-08:00

The pain is getting more and more frequent...

Amnesia

2005-03-14T08:29:00.000-08:00

Dear God

I long for the time when I can be so confident again. So confidnt of where I am headed.

I think I suffer from amnesia, such that the past always seem better. Although I know that there are many times in the past when I have prayed that you will take the pain away.

Lord, I thank you that WK did not call me today. Cos I am still undecided. Lord, let me recall with such clarity why I left in the 1st place.

Lord, I don't know what to do about HSS. I commit it into your hands. All things work for the good of those who love you and have been called according to your purpose. Lord, I pray that this lesson will not cause anything to be burnt.

Lord, I know I can never do what Lily did. I am a coward. I am afraid of pain. Yet, there is a part of me which constantly says that I cannot do it anymore.

Lord, help me to focus on Jesus. On the cross. On why Jesus came. On your will. On your love. That all the cares of this world will just fade away and seem so insignificant compared to you.

Lord, if it is your will, grant YY his heart's desire. To get into ******.

Thank you Lord. In Jesus Name. Amen.

It takes a sucide to realise

2005-03-11T07:21:00.000-08:00

Suddenly, things become clear.
What is important. What is not.
What is of eternal value. What is just required.
Lord, may my perspective always be this clear.

Lord, give strength to those who need it most now.

Thank you Lord. In Jesus Name. Amen

Shock

2005-03-10T08:04:00.000-08:00

Dear God

Jean and I are inexperienced and in many ways we have taken things for granted.
I was very shocked to realise that we may not get the end result. I took it for granted.
Lord, I pray for your divine intervention in this matter so that we can get out of this mess.

Lord, help Jean to build the rapport with the people whom she needs to work with and give her prudence and help her to be tactful in the way she speaks.

Lord, I pray that you will provide the financial resources for this to pull through that all may be ended on a positive note.

Lord, help us. Increase attendance. We pray for full attendance. Thank you Lord. In Jesus Name. Amen

Slob

2005-03-09T07:11:00.000-08:00

Love
I felt really threatened today.
Are you serious when you said you will become a slob after you get married?
If yes, I want out .....like.. right NOW.

Day 2

2005-03-08T07:35:00.000-08:00

Dear God

I thank you that you blessed Jean with a resilient spirit, that she took it all in her stride.

Lord, I thank you that you blessed Jean with sufficient resources.

Lord, I pray that you will help her enjoy every second of it. That she will have no regrets. Thank you Lord.

In Jeses Name, Amen

For my dearest brother

2005-03-08T07:25:00.000-08:00

Dear God

Forgive me that I almost screamed at my brother over the digital camera battery. Family is more important than material possessions and $$.

Lord, he said that his results are not so good again. Forgive me that I have not been praying for him lately.

Lord, I pray that first and foremost, teach him to be humble, for Your Word said pride comes before destruction and a haughty spirit before a fall. Lord, though he is the top 3 in the faculty, let him always be aware that he is where he is because of Your graciousness.

Lord, bless him with discretion, that he will know what is important and what is not in terms of studies. Bless him with good memory for the mugging subjects and bless him with steady hands to handle the practicals. Lord, help him to write succintly and calculate accurately.

Lord, despite the competitiveness of it all, I pray that he will not be selfish. That he will help the weaker students that the love of Christ will be manifested through him.

Lord, I commit my brother into your hands.

Thank you Lord. In Jesus name, Amen.

My prayer for Jean

2005-03-07T06:15:00.000-08:00

Dear God

I praise you for you are omnipotent and omniscent.

Lord, give Jean the wisdom to know how to make the students handup their homework. Bless her with resourcefulness to know who to seek help from in terms of make up lessons. Also, help her to stand firm when confronted by those who wish to take advantage of her.

Importantly Lord, make her aware that she is only human, that she has limitations too.

Lord, you know how much I want to run this race with her. Unfortunately, I am not able to. Lord, the Holy Spirit is a better helper than I am. Lord, help her, guide her. You are everything that I cannot be to her.

Lord, Jean is very dear to me. As much as I want this to work out for the beneift of everyone, I am concerned about her health too. Lord, bless her with good health, that you will be the shield against all diseases.

Lord, guide her spiritually too. That at times when she feel like giving up, let her know that you are omnipresent, that you are only a whisper away.

Lord, all I can give her is this and I pray that this be the best gift.

Lord, I commit Jean into your hands.

In Jesus name, Amen.

2005-03-06T06:53:00.000-08:00

Lack of sleep shows under strong camera flash...

2005-03-06T06:52:00.000-08:00

Totally absorbed. Must be an English song.

I won

2005-03-04T08:46:00.000-08:00

Yes! I won the fight against DSTA. :) Praise the Lord.
I guess there really is much to be learnt from working in the public sector.
I have had many last laughs.

When you relinquish...

2005-02-22T07:15:00.000-08:00

When you relinquish the desire to control your future, you obtain happiness.

Tmr

2005-02-21T07:24:00.000-08:00

Honestly, I don't know why I am going down to Harbourfront tmr.

It started out with me being bored.
Then I realised I was discriminated. Made me real upset. That big BIG ego of mine at work...

God, I have gone through both extremes. If you are willing Lord, grant me middle ground.

Thank you Lord. In Jesus Name, Amen.

2005-02-21T06:57:00.000-08:00

Close up...

2005-02-21T06:56:00.000-08:00

Penelope, me and a dozen pink roses. :)

Do not be blinded by $$

2005-02-15T06:46:00.000-08:00

DO NOT.
I repeat, do NOT be blinded by $$.
Man cannot serve both God and $$

Singapore and Singapore men

2005-02-12T08:29:00.000-08:00

It seems that Singapore men have great difficulties finding partners.

I suggest that the Singapore government review the reservist system.

Picture this scenario:
Boy meets Girl.
They go out on dates and Boy really likes Girl.
Boy is ready to ask Girl to be his girlfriend.
Alas! Boy needs to go back for reservist.
In-camp reservist for about 2-3 weeks.
During this time, Guy comes along and being more aggressive, Guy popped the question 2 weeks after dating Girl and Girl agrees to be Guy's girlfriend.
Guy and Girl date for a year and Guy is ready to propose to Girl.
Alas! Guy needs to go back for in-camp reservist.
During this time, Girl loses her job and is in need of consolation and encouragement but Guy is not around.
Upset, Girl breaks up with Guy.

Ok, I know I am doing injustice to my kind by making Girl to be such a shallow person.
Honestly, girls need companionship more than anything else and often base their choices on who can be around for them almost all the time.

So, please, do re-look at the reservist systm.

Let's put a stop to this

2005-02-08T08:04:00.000-08:00

Dear God

I am tired of this.
I pray that you will reverse this cycle.
My God is the King and I am the princess.
It should not be this way.

Help me to learn to cope and I pray that the people around will be sensitive.

Lord, I need someone who will shelter me through it all.
Not someone who tells me to take it or leave it. Am I asking too much??

Lord, help me to trust in your unfailing love.

In Jesus Name, Amen

Be Nice

2005-02-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

Grace resolves to be nice to Milkbap's friends.
But she needs time.
OK? :)

Send Me

2005-02-06T06:01:00.000-08:00

Dear God

It is for such a time as this.
I am willing, Lord.
Send me.

In Jesus Name, Amen.

To live for

2005-02-03T16:26:00.000-08:00

Dear God
It is amazing how I find that I have nothing to live for.
I know it is not suppposed to be this way.
Help me Lord.
In Jesus Name, Amen.

Life Partner

2005-02-02T05:13:00.000-08:00

Dear God

You have placed many people our way.
Help us to make the right choice.

In Jesus Name, Amen

The thing which I am most proud of

2005-01-29T06:54:00.000-08:00

John Clarke, "The thing which I am most proud of in my life is that you are happy with me. To tell you that I can be happier will be hurting to you."

The lesson

2005-01-26T06:18:00.000-08:00

Dear God

I am reminded of the time when I was in university. I could not get into the Big 4 for my attachment and I felt it was unfair.

I am also reminded of the time after 'O' Levels. I was upset that I did not get A1 for my English and got 7 points instead of 6.

Help me to know that I do not deserve good things. Help to remember that You brought me into existence and that You know what is best for me.

Take away the arrogant spirit. Pride comes before destruction and a haughty spirit before a fall.

In Jesus name
Amen

Oops! I did it again.

2005-01-23T06:21:00.000-08:00

Dear God

It is that struggle again.
One part of me is telling me perhaps I am mature enough to go back to the same kind of environment.
The other part tells me it is Satan trying to pull me away from you.

God, you are almighty. You are omniscient. You know me. If it is NOT your will, then take it all away for you know that when left to my own devices, I make the wrong decision 99.999% of the time.

In Jesus name, I pray, Amen.

"Why do I love you?"

2005-01-21T06:29:00.000-08:00

"Why do I love you?"

"Because I make you want to be a better person."

"Because I want to be the father of your children. I want to shelter you and give you a good life."

I have nothing to do

2005-01-19T07:37:00.000-08:00

By God's grace, I survive a mini peak period (I think that was the busiest I would ever get).
I churned out 23 reports. :)
After the reports were emailed, I received some calls from recipients
This shows that my blood, sweat, tears and muscle aches are actually used for decision making!

Anyway, I am bored. Nothing much to do now
Of course there is the regular changing of parameters in the sys blah blah blah.
Every month I need to reverse and rerun some cycles in CO. O well, I am getting darn good at it now. :)

So, my dear readers, sms me. I am bored :)

My hair colour

2005-01-19T07:35:00.000-08:00

I have coloured my hair red.
No photos to post though.

I really will not mind a digital camera for V day present. :)

Getting married

2005-01-19T07:22:00.000-08:00

There are just too many things to be done to think about getting married.

1. I want to do a Discipleship Training School (DTS) with Youth With a Mission (YWAM), where I will spend 3 months doing Bible Study on its campus and 2 months overseas doing outreach. And ideally, I will do DTS with a foreign YWAM. That is to say that I will be out of Singapore for 5 solid months!
Cut off from work, business and family, it is just me, God and a foreign culture.

2. I want to do singing lessons. I went for my 1st practice today and my "teacher" actually has a Grade 8 in singing. I am truely inspired. :) If I practise hard enuff, I will be scheduled to sing in church in mid-Feb. Watch out Wesleyans! :)

3. I want to do a MBA. I don't think it is a good idea to be churning numbers all the time. I should get a Masters to move on. Internation Business and Supply Chain Management sure interest me a lot.

But of course, there are times when I see my friends who are getting married and who are already pregnant and there is this feeling that I am missing out on that link in life.

There are also times when the stress is so great that I think that I do not want to see tmr.

One thing for sure is that I have matured and am still growing. Nothing is too difficult for me cos nothing is too difficult for God and God is my Lord. :)

Kinsey is a somewhat disturbing show.

2005-01-16T06:52:00.000-08:00

Watch at your own risk...

Patience is a fruit of the Holy Spirit

2005-01-10T06:25:00.000-08:00

2005-01-05T06:52:00.000-08:00

Dear Soloists, this is how I look.. I have brown hair.. not green...

2005-01-01T23:08:00.000-08:00

I am just being unreasonable.

Asking for a lot when I myself is not of any good....

2004-12-26T05:56:00.000-08:00

One more time :) Simlezz

2004-12-26T05:54:00.000-08:00

Happy Happy Family

2004-12-26T05:53:00.000-08:00

Finally, my Mummy

2004-12-26T05:52:00.000-08:00

Brother's turn

2004-12-26T05:38:00.000-08:00

Daddy's baptism

2004-12-26T05:33:00.000-08:00

The emotional rendition... Smile mah. It is a happy thing that Jesus died. :)

2004-12-26T05:30:00.000-08:00

Mummy singing

2004-12-26T05:29:00.000-08:00

Grandparents and Parents at Christmas Rally

2004-12-21T23:41:00.000-08:00

My love came after Salsa to accompany me.
Sometimes, the best moments are not planned :)

I am tired of waiting

2004-12-21T20:52:00.000-08:00

I am tired of waiting..
Why is it that I am always waiting...

I kissed dating goodbye

2004-12-19T23:25:00.000-08:00

The one whom I love MOST

2004-12-19T22:00:00.000-08:00

I asked Chee Huei, "If a person refuses to change for the person he loves, does it mean that he does not love the person enough?"
Chee Huei replied," Love does not demand that a person changes. Loves changes a person."

After a while, I came to this conclusion: the human being that we love most will always be ourselves. We do not change because we love ourselves too much.

the pain

2004-12-14T23:55:00.000-08:00

God

I am tired. I wish I do not need to think anymore. I wish that tmr will not come.

I know I am not a good testimony. I should not entertain such thoughts. However, it is just so painful sometimes, I wish time will stop so that the pain cannot grow.

God, pls, make the pain go away that I may truely live. I know what my purpose is. Lord, let me feel that purpose too.

Sometimes, I wish to give it all up. I wish that I can run to someone so strong. Someone who can tell me what to do every step of the way. Someone who can help me to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Someone who can tell me when to stop and when to start. Someone who will wipe my tears away and tell me that tmr will be a better day.

Lord, help to remember that you are my someone for every need.

In Jesus Name, I pray, Amen.

I want to die tonight...

2004-12-13T22:37:00.000-08:00

Of all people, I am the least qualified to say I am tired. Afterall, I am only 23...

Around 12am today, I had a thought. Somewhat morbid.
If I had a choice as to how long I will live, I want to live no longer than today.
The longer I am here, the more things I am accountable for.

If I will die by 12midnight...
I will not have to feel accountable for my grandparents. I will not need to make decisions such as if I should study or work. I will not need to think of ... many many things.

Perhaps the tiredness is brought about by an overactive brain. My brain just cannot shut up.
Perhaps the tiredness is a result of my sense of responsibility over many things.

If I can choose when I will die, I want to die tonight.

Taking stock of good men

2004-12-12T22:15:00.000-08:00

Is there ONE person for everyone?

swimming and I

2004-12-12T21:42:00.000-08:00

I swam 50 laps today in my bikini but there was no sun..

BUT I think I got darker still... hmmm... UV rays... hmmmm....

I did 50 laps today :)

2004-12-05T21:24:00.000-08:00

Irate

2004-12-04T22:27:00.000-08:00

If you think consultants are terrible, I tell you weather forecasting websites are worse.... :(

*Irate*
*Irritated*
*Disgusted*
*Aghast*

Soo Kee

2004-12-03T22:45:00.000-08:00

I think what I saw today will make really nice wedding bands.

For those of you who just want to window shop, go to the Soo Kee at City Link, the salesman is really really really really (to the power of infinity) charming. ;p

I miss Yeong Yee :(

2004-11-25T22:41:00.000-08:00

I am NOT well. I want to THROW up.... sob

2004-11-25T22:28:00.000-08:00

The end and the beginning

2004-11-23T23:30:00.000-08:00

Dear God

Thank you for what holds tmr.
You are omnipresent. Regardless of where I go, you are there.
Lord, you are omnipotent. Grant me wisdom and efficiency that I may glorify your name.

Lord, help me to look to you always and trust that You had this all in place, that nothing, absolutely NOTHING happened by chance.

Father, help me to always remember that I was made for your pleasure, that my purpose on earth is to please you. You did not have to make me, you the Son and the Holy Spirit were in perfect fellowship, yet you choose to have my companionship. Thank you for this great honour.

What was the lesson which you wanted me to learn from where I had been for the past 4 months? ... *thinking hard* That we can derive joy from the simplest things and that as long as we depend totally on you and do things for your glory, nothing can be too difficult.

In Jesus Name, Amen

Pity

2004-11-21T20:15:00.000-08:00

I swam 22 laps and it started to rain..
During the 37th lap, there was lightning.... the pool was empty after that

O well, 40 next Sunday then. :)

Cross Stitch for Christmas ;)

2004-11-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

I want a cross stitch for Christmas.
Who? O WHO will do a cross stitich for me for Christmas? ;)

40 laps :) 50, in 2005

2004-11-15T21:22:00.000-08:00

My Adventure! ;)

Last Post

All the best!

Crablets

Our Teddies

The Team

Congo Grill

My family in Sydney. :)

4:00am

Update

Busy Bee

upSET

One full cycle

Restlessness

Project Superstar - round 1

Inspired

Love for my grandparents

Pride

What a day

I need a hug...

Grace and Grace's work

Chat

I miss Yeong Yee

Freaked out!

After work

Secular Wisdom

My 1st day of vacation

Nvm

While you are away

Alone in Singapore

Thank you

That which I cannot reconcile with

Disregard me

I have always been envious

Gastric attack

Amnesia

It takes a sucide to realise

Shock

Slob

Day 2

For my dearest brother

My prayer for Jean

I won

When you relinquish...

Tmr

Do not be blinded by $$

Singapore and Singapore men

Let's put a stop to this

Be Nice

Send Me

To live for

Life Partner

The thing which I am most proud of

The lesson

Oops! I did it again.

"Why do I love you?"

I have nothing to do

My hair colour

Getting married

Kinsey is a somewhat disturbing show.

Patience is a fruit of the Holy Spirit

I am tired of waiting

I kissed dating goodbye

The one whom I love MOST

the pain

I want to die tonight...

Taking stock of good men

swimming and I

I did 50 laps today :)

Irate

Soo Kee

I miss Yeong Yee :(

I am NOT well. I want to THROW up.... *sob*

The end and the beginning

Pity

Cross Stitch for Christmas ;)

40 laps :) 50, in 2005

I am NOT well. I want to THROW up.... sob